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I love my friends oh my... right now i am talking to casey and brandon on aim... and there convos are quite funny.... sad this is what we do at 2am. anyways...
yesterday i hung out with kyle... we went to eat panda express... went to his house and hung out..i went shopping.. made food...then went to his house and we went to the park and he held me while we looked at the stars laying on the jungle gym... cute i know... came home talked to him for a bit then slept....
today i woke up... did nothing... talked to kyle on the phone...and then watched a movie... cleaned a lil.... and then i prepared the stuff for dinner... got ready cuz i was supposed to go hang out with kyle... but he went with friends which is ok i dont mind! then i slept... and then talked on the phone... and now here i am.
this is enough for now? are you all proud i am actually writeing in this thing!
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Ok so now I have said I need to start updating you all...
and using this to help me vent!
So this weekend... didn’t do much went to the movies Friday that was it....
Saturday was world war 3 with me and my brother fighting... went to pick what
picture I wanted for my senior pic in the yearbook.... my dad made my mom buy
pics cuz I told him we weren’t going to cuz we didn’t have money and he got mad
and said my bro got his senior pics and I should get mine... I didn’t like them
but ok! Then I hung out with my girl Kool-Aid and we went to the bar with my
bro... I found out he only wanted me to go for a ride.... so yeh we left and
had a good treatment of coffee rush only my most fav place right now....then we
drove around... no cute boys out that night sucked cuz I didn’t get to see Kyle
which I wanted to.
Sunday I slept till 2 yes im a lazy ass... woke up for about 2 hours and fell
asleep watching TV...made dinner... talked on the phone to Kyle... got on the
comp... called Ryan and we talked till 3:30am
haha
things suck cuz Kool-Aid is in cali
for a week or so... it sucks I miss her she is my soul sister haha... I guess I
should look for a job this week. I miss my brownie I haven’t seen her in like a
week! =(
yeh well this is all for now.... ill write more maybe tonight
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[07 Jul 2005|02:51pm] |
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Ok wow I really haven’t wrote in here for AWHILE.....
So let’s get crackin on the past 6 months of my life.
The Love Life:
ok so as you all might know I had been dating Kyle for the longest... 6
months... things were great it was the most wonderful experience ever. He has
changed me for the better... he is a really Great guy im not gonna lie. Things
have been going great until recently... things have slipped for him... seemed
like his priorities in life were #1 his family...#2 his music #3 videogames and
then me ( my feelings and everything) came in at #4. I couldn’t deal with it
because you know what I am a awesome girl, I know I am a wonderful girlfriend.
So I am giving him time to get his priorities straight and in order. I want to
have a wonderful healthy relationship, me and him what we had was one of a
kind, in life it’s sometimes hard because I know some people don’t want us
together but that’s ok. I know we shouldn’t care what they think but in order
to do that we have to have a strong loving foundation, seemed like ours was starting
to crack which isn’t good after 6 months. So hopefully we can get things straight.
School:
ok so I passed all my classes.... well I did fail first half of the year of math
but I got that all fixed and took a month of painful summer school and passed
with a B....school is starting back up soon. It will be my last year, yes I am
happy and cant wait, but then part of me wants to wait because 1 more year till
I really see the true world.
Family:
ok so as you all might know... me and my brother don’t get along so well...
when he’s with his girlfriend he’s such a dick to me... then when he’s nice I
know they have broke up, I love my brother to death but right now I cant stand
him... sadly I kindda want his house to be done so I can just not have to worry
about all the fighting, but then I know I will miss him. My parents and I are
getting along well..... my dad actually likes Kyle he was coming around a lot
which I loved. We just sold this house and our new one will be done soon yay,
its going to be far... and we are moving around the time of my 18th birthday...
so that means no party oh well I will live.
Work:
ok so I quit target on mother’s day and walked out.... I have yet to find a
new job guess I should start looking? I am not sure what I really want to do. Oh
well I will live I guess.
Pets:
ok so my beloved dog Smokey died a few weeks ago, that was really hard because I
grew up with him but I know he’s in a better place now... RIP Smokey. But my
parents are going to get me a little dog for my birthday thanks god I get sad
without one.
Friends:
ok so I have some awesome friends, Courtney is here from Kansas
and we kick it a little but she got a job so we don’t that often now.... I
finally saw Natalya and that was awesome, Amanda aka Kool-Aid! now me and this
girl are joined at the hip with Casey aka brownie! These two girls mean so much
to be I don’t know what I would do without them.... they are what makes me
happy I couldn’t ask for better friends.... we always have fun, get the hot
guys and never stop laughing. We have so much in common, hell we read each
others minds, so what could be better!
Ok so this is all I can really think of at the moment... I will start writing
more often now. So keep reading for updates on my soap opera life.]
peace out Brittany!
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